Not Feeling Good Enough

Heey everyone:D (well, the 5 people who follow me...), today's been pretty nice, same as the rest of my other blogs, went out:L Saw 2 kids who I hated, who actually turned out to be alrightO:! But, yeah, so, been pretty good. But, all day, I've had that feeling like "I miss you fuck loads" which has been pretty shit... But hey ho, there we go! (as my mother says..) But, yeah, nothing really to write about today .___. Umm, dad's cooking something atm, dunno what.. Listening to Toxicity by System of a Down(Y) God I'm boring... OHH! Actually, I do have something I'd like to talk about O:! Actually, fuck it, let's make it a topic!:D

Not Feeling Good Enough

Right so, me & my friend have been going through a bit of shit... Well, not talking basically. Like, we used to talk 24/7, and just now, we never have a conversation with out the conversation dieing for 20 odd minutes, and, I just feel like, I try my best to keep the conversation at the start, it'll die, and, I just try and think what to talk about, and by the time I do, it's about 8 minutes killed. Then, when the conversation keeps dieing, I get into a shit mood, and, I just give up, 'cause I know nothing I do's gunna keep the conversation flowing. What a great friend I am eh? Amazing...

OHH! And someone else, I think, we're starting to slowly drift away, like, I dunno, I feel I'm not an interesting enough person to talk to? Gaah, my life's going wierd atm.. I don't like it D: Mind you, I've had this whole depression thing for about 2 years now, so, it's probably just me over-reacting to little things. AHH WELL!

If anyone feels like this, and just wants a chat about it, drop me a message on facebook(: I'd like to hear other people's stories, and try and make them feel better. (if anyone doesn't have my facebook, here you go: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/profile.php?id=1202243789 )

Right, I'm going to leave it at there, Ladies & Gentleman by Saliva just came on, so I'm gunna have a one man rave to that (: Bye everyone, much love x.