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1. Height:5'8/5'9
2. Shoe Size:9
3. Sexual Orientation:Gay, LOLJOKES, Straight
4. Do you Smoke?Nope.
5. Do you Drink?When at Wendy's/Hannah's house yeah xD
6. Do you Take Drugs?Nope.
7. Age you get mistaken for: 15/16/17.
8. Have Tattoos?No
9. Want any tattoos?YEAH! Dragon going from my bicep onto my chest:3
10. Got any Piercings?No.
11. Want any piercings?No
12. Best friend? Claire, Jack, Fliss, Jacko, Bethan, Josh.
13. Relationship status:Single.
14. Biggest turn ons: Lots o' makeup and fucking huge rack. Ahaa, jokes, Natural beauty, and gorgeous eyes.
15. Biggest turn offs: Lots of makeup, arsey.
16. Favorite Movie: Kung Fu Panda
17. I’ll love you if: Have respect for me, say hi, umm, I love everyone, until they do something I don't like really:L 
18. Someone you miss: Fliss
19. Most traumatic experience: Having my arm covered in blood and parents knocking on my door. 
20. A fact about your personality: Umm, I'm easy going really, alot of the time depressed, but, I wont be if we're just having a nice talk. Oh, and I'm violent.. 
21. What I hate most about myself: Umm, how I'm depressed all the time xD 
22. What I love most about myself: When I'm angry, I get things done. E.g. Rugby match;D
23. What I want to be when I get older: An actor.
24. My relationship with my sibling(s): Hannah, umm, we're honest with each other? 
25. My relationship with my parents: Mum I can have more of a conversation about music with, dad I can talk to him more about sports. 
26. My idea of a perfect date: As long as I'm having a date with someone I love, it's perfect.
27. My biggest pet peeves: Pikeys, hardnuts, and people who stomp on me in rugby.
28. A description of the girl/boy I like: Perfect.
29. A description of the person I dislike the most: Full of themselves, bully.
30. A reason I’ve lied to a friend: Keep them happy and not worry.
31. What I hate the most about school: Bullies.
32. What my last text message says: :) thanks;D! xx
33. What words upset me the most: Empty, cancer, religion, divorce, isolate, fear, harm.
34. What words make me the best about myself: Determined, and reasonable
35. A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: World peace. No joke.
36. What I find attractive in boys.LOL! Um, not answering that xD
37. What I find attractive in girls; Natural beauty, nice eyes, long hair, and a caring heart.
38. Where I would like to live. Anywhere away from Swaffham.
39. One of my insecurities. My appearance.
40. My childhood career choice: Author..
41. My favorite ice cream. Ben and Jerrys Cookie Dough.
42. Who I wish I could be. A happy man.
43. Where I want to be right now. With someone.
44. The last thing I ate. BIG MAC!
45. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately. Taylor Momsen, fuck me..
46. A random fact about anything: A man thinks about sex every 7 seconds.

It's been awhile, since I've gone and fucked things up, just like I always do..(8)

Well, hello there, I'm getting into a habbit of not writing... Umm, yeah. YESTERDAY! Was round Fliss' house! We played on the Wii, went walking around Pentney, went to this park, came back, and went on MSN/Facebook, and, yeah. It was a really nice day^^ Came home, and, did nothing:L Umm, woke up today, did nothing... as usual. Then went to this BBQ we were invited to, don't get me wrong, I was very appreciative of being invited and that, but it was so fucking boring... They were all older than me, and all chavy and bleugh, I didn't feel right being there... Mind you, I never feel right being around Chris' family... *sigh* Ahh well. Now, just sitting here in a sulk as always(Y) I fucking hate being in a bad mood, I've been angry/annoyed/sad/lonely ever since my 13th birthday, and I have to say, it's so fucking horrible... I used to be so happy, never had a care in the world... I miss them days, no problems, no worries, no nothing. I only had a couple of friends back then, Aron, Lewis, Ben and Jack. Might of been a small group of friends, but couldn't of asked for any better. Mmmm, ahh well, life goes on, plus, people have shitter problems than me. Mind you, my problems aren't important anyway xD I mean, I only get all of that shit off my chest on here, and I feel like a dick doing so. Most people have someone, or aload of people they can talk to, me? I have a fucking website.. I know there's people I can talk to, but I feel guilty telling them, so I try to avoid spilling the beans as much as possible. Actually, I really want to be reborn, I want to make a new start, see what everyone would think of me then, see if my true friends now would still take me in. There's so much I'd like to do, I want to be dead for a week, to see people's reactions, I want to see what life's like if I didn't exist, I want no fear, no emotion, common sense, talent, looks, wit, I want so much, but I'm stuck with me, and quite frankly, I hate it. So. So. So. Much.



*sigh* Well, that's my bitching session over and done with, I'll write tomorrow, I'll probably be in a shit mood there n'all (oh me, always thinking happy thoughts...)

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeello there.

SORRYIHAVEN'TWROTETHEPASTFEWDAYS! Been in Birmingham (or, been inside a burning ham as Lukas says...), but, yeah!:) That was alright, depressing as hell though, 'cause like, my grandads been in and out of hospital and shit, and he doesn't seem to be doing much better; well actually, he has, he certainly looked better than the last time I saw him, but, he's recovering so slowly it's unbelievable:/ He's an incredibly strong man, he's survived loaaaaaaaaaads of operations, has cancer, he's got alot of shit wrong with him, and he's still here, that's amazing in my eyes;D So, yeah, enough of the depressing stuff... GOOD STUFF! I've finally got my DS charged, and been playing Pokemon non-stop;D I think I'm getting more obsessed with it... Ahaa, OHH, and I've started a new youtube channel! CharlizardTehDrummer. If you haven't guessed by the title, I do DRUM covers;D So far, I've done Everywhere I Go by Hollywood Undead, and Gay Bar by Electric Six^^ People say they're good, but, I listen to them and cringe at the mistakes xD Aha, take a gander! I'll write tomorrow, just before CLAIRES SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO EXCITED<3



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CEDl-DSMnYA&feature=channel_video_title
Everywhere I Go.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqjiW03fyCc&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
Gay Bar.

RAAAAAAAAAWR, it means I love you in dinosaur!

Well hello;D! Ahaa, my day's been good/sad, I went to knock for Aron and Lewie, and seeing as this was Aron's last day, it was kind of sad D:! Well, I'll knock for him in teh holidays anyway, mwahahahahahah. So, yeah, P.E! AHAA, that was so funny xD Sir couldn't of put us in worse groups, me, Jack, Josh, Nicole, Sarah, Shannon, and Alfie, mwahahah>;D There were alot of funny moments actually xD Sarah and Jack hit the ball, and it still didn't go over, so I had to literally DIVE for it to hit it over, and I fucking did my knee in XD And, the ball was coming to me, and we were losing anyway, so I punched it as hard as I could, and it flew across the room and smacked Emma on the head XD!!! Then english in the library! That was just pointless... a whole lesson on punctuation, I felt more patronised than offended... But, yeah! Then some year 11 cunts set off a smoke bomb, sent 2 people to hospital... But, missed half of drama thanks to that... Then science, started to get in a bad mood=.= Then remembered I had a drum lesson! So thank fuck I got out of that!;D Played Toxicity in that, mwahahahah^^ Then lunch! That was goood(: Form, ahaa, that was funnyxD I kinda sweared more than I should of...but, OHWELL! Then ICT, just played games(: Then 'cause it was raining, I took teh long way home through the corn field!:D So, yeah, pretty good day:D Just gunna miss all of my year 11 friends T____T Well, just hope they have an amazing life(: Pretty sure they will, anytime away from hamonds is amazing!;D Ahaa, so yeah!!^^


I'll write tomorrow;D Byyeebyyeee.

Stay with me, possessions taking over(8)

Heeeeylo there!:D I knooow I didn't write yesterday, but, I couldn't be arsed xD! Umm, yesterday was good!(: Went to this music performance called "Derp Fest" in Lynn with Louisa, Imo, Willow and Sasha, then had to leave at 9 =.= But, still! It was great(: Umm, today....hasn't been too great... Although, I did have a nice heart to heart convo with Sam in IT?;D Ahaa, so, yeah! Now I'm just talking to Fliss & Clairebear;D OHH! Now I'm being told I'm loved......yay...

So, yeah, I know that wasn't alot, but, I'll try and be positive tomorrow:) And, I'll write more!xD!!

Say what you mean, tell me I'm right, and let the sun rain down on me..(8)

Heylo there young friendlings!:D So umm, yeah! My day!:D Maths first, I hate maths now=.= All it is is worksheets>.< Urgh, science, PRACTICAL! Wasn't that exciting, but beats the shit we have to do every lesson=.= Graphics, that was alright... OHHLOLOLOLOL! Right, my friend Mac was pretending he had minsteral's, and Aaron asked for one, and Mac went "alright, shut your eyes and open your mouth" and he pulled out his deoderant and sprayed it in his mouth!XDXDXDXDXD! Pahahahahah, that made my month!;D Umm, ICT, had Mr. Wilson as a sub, and I don't care what people say, I like him!:D You can actually have a proper conversation with himxD Umm, lunch was gooooood! Form, got Becky to come sit on our table;D Then I'm gunna ask when she's leaving form and get her a card! But, ssssssshhh;D Then citezenship, got out of that for a drum lesson, then couldn't get in the C block... I was gunna go chill with Aaron, Ryan and Sam seeing as they were filming for english in the playground, but miss walked past me, and asked where I was going, so, I had to go back=.= But, yeah!:) So, twas a good day! Makes a changexD So, yeah! I shall post tomorroooooow:3

Don't Ever Do A Dare At A Sleepover.

HEY EVERYONE!;D So, yeah, yesterday, I went to a sleeeeeeeeeeeepover!;D Well, it didn't actually start til 10 at night, 'cause Jack and Connor had a football presentation... But, yeah! We walked to Connor's after they knocked for me, and we watched family guy for awhile, then we went on Black ops for abit, and ummmm, I can't remember what we did after that.. We did truth or dare? I picked a dare, and they made me a shot made up of olive oil, vinegar, and 2 other things:L Then me and Jack made a shot for Connor, then this went on for awhile. Then Connor made me a final one... Mustard, curry powder, garlic salt, normal salt, chocolate syrup, brown sauce, milk, orange juice & herbs. Yeah, I don't think I'm ever gunna go for a dare anytime soon... Then I think we went to sleep around, 4ish? And woke up at 9:D So yeah, then we chilled on the wii, Jack went home at 11, and I went home at half past 11, so now just chilling on here, writing mah blawg and talking to TehFlisster^^ Soooo, yeah! Write tomorrow!:D